Thinking Aloud Six (?)"Ugh...""My mom said something about grounding me through the summer...maybe if I get good grades she'll change her mind...""I need to act more cheery; the bullying finally has died down.""Hm...""I'll try. I'll try hard. For her.""I still don't get why people freak out over me dating another girl. I mean, it's no big deal.""We've been together for six months. There has been no fights between us. Does that sound like a 'young love' to you?""I know when my heart is right. She's the one.""Yes, I've made mistakes in the past, but...but that doesn't matter. She's the one.""Why are Atheists such pricks?""Damn.""No. I'll do it. I'll get good grades this time. I'll try like a bitch.""...~""Those girls and boys mean nothing. They do this to everyone else. You'll be okay."Just a few more weeks until summer...you can do it...""And about 27-25 days left of school. You got this.""I forgot how many thinking alouds I've done.""I shouldn't worry, though. I can get through this fine."
Thinking Aloud JoNTRON EDITION"'Kay, so all of my thoughts shall be in Jon's voice. Boom.""BaBOOM!""ARRRIN? WHAT ARE YA DOING OVER THERE ARRRRINNN??""OP- it's relevant.""Yeah, 'cause they'll call the cops or get a restraining order! -Laughter-""-Arin voice- Or they'll just get angry. -Chuckles-""-Jon voice again- Yeah, o-or they'll just get angry! -Giggles-""NEXT""Does Jon wear glasses? Oh, he'd look so cute with glasses. So would Arin! AH, everyone looks cuter with glasses!""-Deep breath- O-okay, let's just..go. Arin, Arin, let's go--NO. Arin, Arin, ArINARINARINARIN, no! I-I don't wanna be near herrr!""Can't just be like "IPHONE""-Jon laughter-""ECH""-Inhuman noises-""No, no, it's like 'BARK BARK!' 'You don't love me...?'""A-and I just kiss 'er hard, HARD!""-Arin voice- No, no, no, play Chulip.""-Smooch- Ah, n- -smooch- NO! -gasps- no, no. Whatthefu--dude. Geez...""Ah, ah, ah, Arin, Arin, y-yes! Harder...~!""//SHOT""NO, NO BAD JON, D-DON'T THINK OF ARIN LIKE THAT""B-but he's so...sexy...~""EC
EgoTron WIPSJon watched the rainfall mix with the color of the descending sun as the game loaded."It's so pretty here; I don't get why I ever moved." Jon commented, looking back at Arin with a kind smile."Well, you did move to see your girlfriend, right?""Psh, what girlfriend? She only wanted me for my money.""Woah, dude, really? That sucks!"Jon's peaceful mood seemed to hit a sour note when the subject of his, now ex, girlfriend came up."Whatever, forget I ever said anything. What I wanted to tell you is that I'm moving back here, next to you so we can record Game Grumps together again." Jon said this in a casual voice, but he couldn't hide his excited undertone."N--no. You're not. You gotta be kidding!" Arin was laughing and surprised and happy all at the same time."Not kidding, dude! I am!"The only response Jon got after that was Arin hugging him and laughing into his neck."I...I missed you so much! I--I'm so happy!""Heh, I missed you too, Arin." Jon rubbed his head, chuckling.~~~~~
Team Free WillA.K.A. The team of people who support me and try to get me through this tough depression shit.Yes, I know I ripped it off from Supernatural and stuff, but it's the first thing I thought and I knew it worked.It sounded right.This lovely picture was made by the very pretty PlaysWithScissors05 . ((PlaysWithScissors05 , if you don't want me showing this picture, please tell me and I'll delete the journal entry all together.))I saw it and thought it was perfect to explain our little team.I feel like I'm Castiel; protective and kind, loving and serious, and overall still confused about how the world works.I have three members on my Team Free Will. Thats Kathryn (Forever-Leo) , Chloe (
Thinking Aloud ???"BA-BOOM!""WOAH!""-Jon laughter-" "~Now a rainbow's tale isn't quite as nice, as the story we knew of sugar and spice. But a rainbow's easy once you get to it, with the help of the magic of a pegasus device!~" "~'Cause he don'y kiss the way I kiss! And he don't rock the way I rock!~""mmmmurr""~One jump, ahead of the hitman, one hit ahead of flock, I think I'll take a stroll 'round the block…~""I suggest you mind your own business before I make you." "-Growls- You think I'll help you now that you upset me? Hah.""Jontron with glasses--""Oh my God I...I didn't mean too...~""I, er...um...fantasized about Kathryn...i-in the shower...~""Unn...t-touch me, love...~""//SHOT""BAD ABBIE NO NO""-Gir voice- FINALLY!""FUCK YOU, KENICT!""I woke up to the smell of chicken~""OH MY GOD KATHRYN LISTENS TO THAT TOO?""I love Christmas Dubstep :3""Ugh...drama.""At least I'm kinda like the therapist for them. They come to me for